Immaculate Radiance

Note: This is a vulnerable post. It was difficult writing it. I feared people who would read it would think I am being dramatic and that I'm trying to play victim in order to gain everyone's sympathy. What I went through was extremely real and painful. The reason why I'm writing this is because I know I am not the only one who has gone or is going through something like this. This is my artistic expression. I don't want anybody to feel sorry for me. I invite all of those who choose to read this post, which is the 2nd post in the 3-part blog series, to have a open mind. That's all. Much love :) If you haven't done so, please read Part 1:  https://immaculate-radiance.blogspot.com/2019/10/the-epitomes-of-vanity-intro-part-1.html Where was I in all this? My loves, do you think I would have a splendid time in such a world....the world that these individuals had to offer? Let's see: I'm an introvert. I'm highly sensitive and emphatic. I can&#

NOTE: The Epitomes of Vanity is a 3 part blog series.   This is my attempt of an artistic  and poetic version of something that was a huge part of my life and how it affected my psyche. This blog series is not intended to disrespect anyone. If anybody does feel upset by what I have to say, I apologize. This series may come across as dramatic, but I want to use this platform to express the intensity of how I felt and continue to feel. Hopefully, this series resonates with you. Much love :) I don't know where to begin. What am I talking about? What or who are The Epitomes of Vanity? What is this about? So many questions, so many answers, so many discoveries.....I don't know where to begin.  The Epitomes of Vanity were a huge part of my upbringing, my childhood, better yet.....my adolescence. I often feel they have such a magnetic energy pull that propels one who feels like a pariah to a state of long term confusion, insecurity, and devastation. I feel th